Falling into happiness

Recently i have been feeling Gods work in my life.
For the past month or so I have been feeling down. I am not sure why, i don' t think there is any special reason it just was. I think things are starting to look up for me though. I am trying to be the person God has made me. I fail everyday but at least i am trying. I find sometimes i just give up and run in the other direction.Well i am starting to come around. The past couple of nights i have felt content in my self and what i was doing. I am not even sure the last time i had that feeling I think it came about in class. I was Old testament survey and Dr. Joe was talking about how in the Bible when people went out to spread the word they focused on helping the people before taking time to think about them selfs. Lately i have been taking a lot of time from the girls on my floor. In all reality i was scared i have no idea what i am doing. so i ran. I thought that focusing in on me would make me a better person for the floor, but God thinks other wise. I have been spending more time with my girls. I am doing it because i want to. I love them all, I know that they are teaching me to be a better person everyday. They are amazing i could have not asked for any better. they make me laugh. This entire experience has made me humble. I can see God working and moving in my life. It is wonderful. So things are good even when they are not so i think i am doing alright. The past week or so has been amazing i have had a great time. Yesterday i played in the leaves with Marisa. She has been such a blessing in my life. She is truly one of my best friends. Thanks God.