impusive thoughts

Most people can point to the places they want to go. Me, i throw my arm over the map and say here..everywhere. I know that i can go wherever i want to go. have the resources to do it. I have had the desire since i was younger. The only problem is time. I want to go now. The thought overtakes me. my heart starts to beat harder and my thoughts are lost for the next three hours. Nothing can distract me more than the thought of exploring places i have never seen.I hope to go backpacking across the US next summer with Hannah and Jess; and Marisa and I talked tonight about backpacking across Europe after we graduate. I want to go so bad. I wish we were graduating tomorrow. I wish learning were a global experience. I want to study abroad. I don't care where. I have been looking at a group called Cafe 1040. That sounds wonderful but in all reality i just want to go. i dont care where i go. there is so much to see and learn and it is just sitting there. When i start to think about i feel like my body is holding me down. I love talking about it but it really stinks when i have homework. ( by the way i am avoiding homework)If it were my choice i would start planning now. I pray that God takes me every where. I feel like if i were held back i would die. I feel like there is some much out there for me to see. I love here but my heart is not here. It is the in the adventure yet to be had. If only i were rich this would not be an issue. I guess i need to learn wait on the Lord, but lord I am ready. Take me now!I don't think any homework is getting done tonight. drat.