Breathing.

इ ऍम रेअल्ली एन्जोयिंग थे हिन्दी इ
So the hindi button is amazing.
Home has been home. It 's ok. I been hanging out with some friends.
Friday we had a surprise birthday party for Jess। That was a lot of fun and today i went roller skating, I am unsure the last time i laced a pair of skates up. I had moonlight skate with my cousin Josh, he is 6 and in the 1st grade. It was great. I am sad i am unable to see them more often. So break has been better than expected. Although i am unsure if this will ever be home for me again. So much has changed, I've changed. I love the people here but i am not content. I think it may take me awhile to completely feel like i am a coming home but i know it will come, I just have to give it some time. My parents have been wonderful, I think the thing i don't like about coming home is how i start to worry. I know that every thing is going to work out but some times it overtakes me. I worry for my family and how things are going. We are making steps for the better but i wish that we could completely bypass some of these things. So for now i am ok, ready to go back at any time.